Friday, January 7, 2011

hand of the Lord

Ezekial 33:22 "Now the hand of the Lord was upon me in the evening."

In the way of judgment this may be the case, and if so, be it mine to consider the reason of such a visitation, and bear the rod and him that hath appointed it. I am not the only one who is chastened in the night season; let me cheerfully submit to the affliction, and carefully endeavour to be profited thereby. But the hand of the Lord may also be felt in another manner, strengthening the soul and lifting the spirit upwards toward eternal things. O that I may in this sense feel the Lord dealing with me! A sense of the divine presence and indwelling bears the soul towards heaven as upon the wings of eagles. At such times we are full to the brim with spiritual joy, and forget the cares and sorrows of the earth; the invisible is near, and the visible loses its power lover us; servant-bldy waits at the foot of the hill, and the master-spirit worships upon the summit in the presence of the Lord. O that a hallowed season of divine communion may be vouchsafed to me this evening! The Lord knows that I need it very greatly. My graces languish, my corruptions rage, my faith is weak, my devotion is cold; all these are reasons why his healing hand should be laid upon me. His hand can cool the heat of my burning brow, and stay the tumult of my palpitating heart. That glorious right hand which moulded the world can new-create my mind; the unwearied hand which bears the earth's huge pillars up can sustain my spirit; the loving hand which incloses all the spirits can cherish me; and the mighty hand which breaketh in pieces the enemy can subdue my sins. Why should I not feel that hand touching me this evening? Come, my soul, address thy God with the potent plea, that Jesus' hands were pierced for thy redemption, and thou shalt surely feel that same hand upon thee which once touched Daniel and set him upon his knees that he might see visions of God."

Evening by Charles Spurgeon

Thursday, December 30, 2010

drinking from a fire hydrant

"Our calling now is looking to the living resurrected Christ moment by moment for our strength and understanding to as far as possible help to heal all the abnormalities of this time. And to bring real and substantial healing."

Morning and Evening by Francis Schaeffer

I desire to look deeper and experience more of the love of Christ. To create within myself a continuous habit of coming to Jesus. A little drink from the fire hydrant that pours out from above.

"On the last and greatest day of the Feast, Jesus stood and said in a loud voice, "If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him. By this he meant the Spirit, who those who believed in him were later to receive. Up to that time the Spirit had not been given, since Jesus had not yet been glorified. On hearing his words, some of the people said, "Surely this man is the Prophet." Others said, "He is the Christ." John 7:37-40

If anyone is thirsty! Come! Drink! I am thirsty everyday! This is a continued drinking...sometimes I feel like there is this fire hydrant being poured out and all I want to do is open my mouth and take in what little water will fill my mouth. My prayer is that this continuous habit of coming to Jesus the streams will flow. That I would not allow anything to hinder the flow of the Spirit in my life!

truth in a letter

A Letter from Hudson Taylor, born in 1832, a missionary in China. After the death of his 7 year old son, 5 year old daughter, 5 week old newborn and wife, this letter came from his friend McCarthy about holiness.


"The Lord Jesus received his holiness begun, the Lord Jesus cherished his holiness advancing, the Lord Jesus counted upon as never absent would be holiness complete. He is most Holy who has most of Christ within and joys most fully in the finished work of Jesus on the cross. It is defect of faith which clogs the feet and causes many people to fall."


It's Jesus.


"How then to have our faith increased? Only by thinking of all that Jesus is and all he is for us. His life. His death. His work. He himself has revealed to us in the Word to be the subject of our constant thoughts. Not a striving to have faith, but a looking off to the Faithful One. Jesus Christ seems to all that we need. A resting in the Loved one. Jesus Christ entirely for time and eternity."


It is running to Christ.

It is glorying in the Cross.

It is worshipping the Risen and Holy One.


Tuesday, December 28, 2010

a 74 degree Christmas



A warmer Christmas spent with the family in Florida! A good time to relax, work out, enjoy the beauty of the clear blue water, collect shells, spend time with my cousins and aunt, be still and know He is God!

what I have been reflecting on

"Lord, High and Holy, Meek and Lowly,
Thou hast brought me to the valley of vision, where I live
in the depths but see thee in the heights; hemmed in
by mountains of sin I behold thy glory.
Let me learn by paradox
that the way down is the way up,
that to be low is to be high,
that the broken heart is the healed heart,
that the contrite spirit is the rejoicing spirit
that the repenting soul is the victorious soul,
that to have nothing is to possess all,
that to bear the cross is to wear the crown,
that to give is to receive,
that the valley is the place of vision.
Lord, in the daytime stars can be seen from the deepest wells. And the deeper the wells the brighter thy stars shine;
Let me find thy light in my darkness,
thy life in my death,
thy joy in my sorrow,
thy grace in my sin,
thy riches in my poverty,
thy glory in my valley."

The Valley of Vision: A Collection of Puritan Prayers and Devotions ed. by Arthur Bennett

a White Christmas

A White Christmas at Windy Gap, a Young Life camp property in NC! A staff retreat to be together in the midst of the blizzard!!
















Young Life girls! Some of my sweetest friends!









The Young Life Committee

The Christmas Party

The Christmas party for the Loudon County Young Life family! What a night to reflect on a season of ministry and being together!



Dave Barnes "Mary and Joseph"

Mary was the first of three
Long black hair and sugar sweet
Daddy's eyes and Momma's crooked smile
She was barely seventeen
Got a job keepin dishes clean
Planned to stay in this city for awhile
For awhile

Joseph ran a lumber yard
About a mile from olive park
Quiet boy he never had much to say
It was love right from the start
He bought a ring and won Mary's heart
Had hopes for a home and kids someday
Kids someday

The angel scared her half to death
She would've screamed but she lost her breath
On a midnight there in the middle of May
He said "Oh mary don't be afraid
You'll bear a son that the Lord has made


Name him Jesus, He'll light the way."

She packed the clothes, he made the plans
They had to go to Bethlehem
But there was nowhere left to stay
So in a barn she gave birth
To the King of Kings the Lord of Earth
Just a little bitty thing sleeping on the hay
Sleeping on the hay

The story's too long to tell
But he walked on water and lived through hell
Killed on a cross and rose from the grave
We got a King they got a son
Mary and Joseph were the only ones
There on that very first Christmas day
There on that very first Christmas day

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